BRUNSWICK, Maine — The Rev. Sylvia Stocker smiled, gazing through the recording studio window. Her foot tapped gently to the music as she listened to a song about the day her church burned down.
“It’s an amazing feeling, “ said Stocker, pastor at the Universalist Unitarian Church of Brunswick. “It’s an amazing thing to have it transformed into this beautiful thing, out of something that was dripping and soggy and smoky.”
Caswell didn’t waste any time writing the song after the building went up in flames in the summer of 2011.
“I wrote the song that day,” he said, sitting at the controls of his home recording studio Tuesday. “For a long time I really didn’t trust the song because I wrote it so fast, and I wrote it while I was still so close to it.
It wasn’t until later that summer that he found the nerve to sing it in public.
“We were about to have a homecoming potluck for our congregation,” said Stocker. “And Jud said, ‘I have this song I wrote. I’m just not sure.’ He brought his guitar into my office at work and sat down and sang this song to me. At the end, I was wiping my eyes.”
Caswell did, in fact, play it at the potluck and more than once at services since then. It’s also been featured on the church website with a slideshow of pictures depicting the aftermath of the fire.
Now that the song has been recorded again, on a guitar made from part of the church itself, Caswell plans to include it on his next album of original songs.
He thinks the guitar ranks among the church’s most precious items.
“It’s a pretty amazing memento. It’s a real treasure,” he said, holding the guitar. “There was a pipe organ [too] that hadn’t been used in years, and that was not saved. I guess this is going to be our replacement pipe organ …. It seems we’ve replaced one of the treasures that was lost.”